Sunday, August 19, 2012

Where I want to belong~

So I sat down to do my science homework with my laptop turned on beside me, and I ended up writing a poem instead. Shows where my priorities lie. :X

I just need that one chance
that one opportunity, that one glance
Into the world where I want to belong
Where I can dance, and sing my song

Where I can write, let the words flow
words that fill me up with a soft, warm glow
Where people appreciate my art
Where you don't have to be good at science to be smart

Where emotions mean more than money
Where smiles, taste sweeter than honey
Where my mom doesn't nag at me to do my homework
Where chemistry doesn't make me go berserk

Transport me to a place, where it's just milk and nuts
And pastures of green for me to roll on;
Somewhere I have confidence, and guts
To take on the world, with my brains and brawn

Somewhere where my imagination can take flight,
Where creativity has the right
To overpower the routine and mundane system
Where creativity is life's very own rhythm

Where people don't put up their defenses;
Where people stop their pretenses;
Where I have a magic mirror
That praises the beauty of my heart, not face;
Where life is not a competition, not a race

Where hugs are preferred over handshakes
Where the air doesn't smell of smoke,
But freshly baked cakes;
Somewhere where I am not broke,
Where I can afford the simple joys of life
Like laughing at a friend's joke

Where deadlines don't make my life miserable
Where my days are less suffocating
Where project work is optional;
Where love is unconditional,
and exclusion is less humiliating

Somewhere I can be independent
Somewhere where I don't feel redundant
Somewhere where I can feel my importance
Somewhere where I don't feel like a disturbance

A place where life is not rigid
A place where I won't be reprimanded if I fidget
Where I don't have to be ashamed for getting a single digit,
on a test.
A place, where I don't have to be the best

50 ways to Gain Weight

AHhhh! First the dinner on Friday night, and then on Sunday went to West Mall with friends and we ate Mos Burger and Frolick there. -.- I'm piling on the pounds, am I not? Oh dear, I just gave An something to read with sad music in his ears xD It's okay. :P

Pictures of Sunday's hang out are on Facebook, I'm lazy to put it here~ After meeting besties at WM, went to meet Quan at Clementi Mall. :) Nice of him to make time for Chin and I with his busy schedule; I almost fainted when I heard the amount of food homework he had! Man, why did I type food? -.-

Anyways, went to Yahoo to check my mail and saw an interesting new article on the homepage. It's called 5 surprising things that make you slim. They must have wrote it with me in mind.

Slim surprise 1: Chocolate
Slim Surprise 2: Fried Food and cakes for breakfast
Slim Surprise 3: Beer
Slim Surprise 4: Fatty Foods
Slim Surprise 5: Eating more frequently

To be honest, none of it sounds healthy to me -.-

37 days to Promos. Kill me please. Shall go and have breakfast and start studying. Had enough fun the past few days. :(

Friday, August 17, 2012

TGIF!

I was too tired to blog yesterday so I shall do it now(:

School was boring as usual on Friday. I was waiting for the emcee course after school!! Fuxuan and I had edited our script to make it better! :) So the Emcee course started off with some games, spontaneous reacting and stuff, and at the end off it, I decided to ask Mr Rishi if the edited version of our script is better! I didn't expect him to ask us to present! So we presented and it went quite well, except for the part where I had to sing "Call me Maybe"...

I was feeling too nervous! I was like, shaking xD But I warbled out some of the lyrics anyway. I was like, "Hey, I just met you. And this is CRAAAAAZYY. But I'm still shaking, so call me maybe!" -.- If I had a 2nd chance another day, I would SO do that properly xD But I got a few laughs out of the audience so it's okay I guess. xD

Btw, Justin went to watch the Emcee IDP. :) And after the IDP ended and we all got our certs and stuff, he asked Fuxuan and I if we wanted to go for dinner with him and An. Fuxuan had dance so she couldn't make it! :( So in the end, An, Justin, Yvonne and I cabbed down to Dempsey Hill for dinner. :) Unfortunately, Yvonne had to leave almost immediately upon arriving due to some personal reasons. :(

I loved the restaurant that we went to. The ambiance was so relaxing and refreshing, after a tiring school day.  :) And a musician was singing and playing his guitar, and sometimes harmonica, live. It was awesome. I wanted to bring the guy home to play for me when I study xD I was like, "Can I keep him?"

I think when I grow up I'm going to end up singing in restaurants too :( Singers don't have much of a career in Singapore I think :( Unless I'm as good as Quan, maybe then I have some chance. But I'm not...so yea ><


                                            My Virgin Mango Margarita with cherry on top <3 nbsp="nbsp">
                             I think this has some complicated Mexican name so I can't remember xD
But this was heavenly, every single bite of it !! There was a dish that An, Justin and I shared too. I THINK it was nachos with cheese or something. Whatever it was, it was damn good, it gave me mouthgasms! :)
There are more pictures but I'm lazy to upload :X
After we finished, we asked for the bill. We had spent a total of $213. *faints* An helped me to pay for mine first. Thanks An! ^^ So now I owe him more than $66 bucks! It will take me some time to pay back TT

Then An and I cabbed back home together since we live quite near to each other :)



Oh, and An's colourful socks! :D He wears colourful socks like that every Friday! :D Justin wore green socks too I think!

I must say I didn't feel comfortable in such a posh place in my school clothes ><  But it was impromptu so nvm :)

I'd like to end off this post by thanking Justin for inviting me along. :) Otherwise my Friday night would've been spent studying at home, which is important, but BORING.

Ps. If I was a taxi driver, I would LOVE to have customers like Justin and An, they were singing in the taxi :D Entertaining :)

Thursday, August 16, 2012

Cupcakes~

Bought this cupcake to support 12A03's CIP fundraising! :) Looks too good to eat right? But I ate it anyway! 
Don't have time to blog already, will do so when I have time during the weekend! 

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Chem SPA is over!!

Chem Spa is over!! Although I pretty much screwed it up, it's one burden off my chest and now I can concentrate on the one thousand others things burdening my mind. Fuxuan fell ill today, she had major stomach cramps right before SPA. Felt so bad for her :(

Damn, I forgot to check on her, what a lousy friend I am. -.- Will text her soon! It's too late to call already.

My group's PW is seriously not going at the pace it should be going at. We should have finished the interviews by now but guess what? I just sent the interview emails today. :( Hope the NUS professors reply me on time. And hope they agree to have a date, scratch that, interview with me. 

Random reminder: Take photo of An's colourful socks on Friday. :)  If I forget this Friday, I must wait till the next Friday ><

I was studying math today but PW got in the way and interrupted the flow. >< Now maths will have to wait till tomorrow. 

Ok my life is about as entertaining as watching paint dry right now. On the brighter side, I'm turning 18 soon and that would mean that I can do lots of new stuff. Learn to drive, watch M18 movies in the cinema, and join contests that require you to be at least 18! 

For example, 987FM is having a competition to see who's the best DJ wannabe/hopeful. But you must be 18 to participate. Dang it, I wanted to give it a try :D Tbh, I think Justin totally has the voice for it but he's still 17 so I didn't suggest it to him. :X

I think I should go sleep now. Otherwise I will be too tired to do the ACES day dance tmr. I will post the link for the ACES day dance here in case any of you who bother to read my blog wants to see it. :) But not today, I'll post it tomorrow, 'cause Youtube decided to do what it does best. Lag. 

I really need to start lucid dreaming. I should exercise in my sleep :D 

Sunday, August 12, 2012

I need Balance in my life. For God's sake

Before I start complaining about my school work and stuff, here are two photos from the College Day award ceremony. :)

                                                                                 <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">I went to Xiao Tian's house to study today. The original plan was to go to JP library but there were no seats TT Xiao Tian's mom was really nice and hospitable. She gave me peach tea and cream puffs. The cream puffs were yummy I tell u :D I WANT MORE...but they're full of calories.

Speaking of calories, while I was looking for seats at the library, I saw this book about dieting and immediately decided to borrow it xD Hope it works. The book's called "The Good Enough Diet - where near enough is good enough to lose weight" o.O The author sure knows how to draw attention to the book XD Will blog abt some of the tips when I actually have TIME to read the book. -.-

Now for the complaining part. I have a math test tomorrow and it's going to test on 3 chapters. THREE CHAPTERS. And Sequence and Series is one of them. It is an abstract chapter I tell you. But it's cool once you get it. POINT IS, that's the only chapter I have revised. Mamma Mia, here I go again, die die, I can never finish studying. ._.

And I still need to do GP research on a debate topic. I think the topic is: This house believes that Singapore should continue to invest in sports.

It's almost midnight. I need my beauty sleep. More importantly, if I don't sleep, I will really screw up the test tmr. Good nights bloggie. :)

Wednesday, August 8, 2012

Life and All

So regarding the presentation Fuxuan and I did, Mr Rishi said we did fine :) Phew! There'll be one last lesson on the 17th :D Can't wait to learn more from this guru :D Hope I get my first emcee "job" soon, as Miss June likes to call them. She's damn cute I tell you :D

Was watching Lee Hsien Loong's National Day message just now. I'm a good GP student xD HAHA. Took down notes too. It was pretty informative. :)

Anyways, it was National Day celebrations today at school! :) My class girls and I were part of the national day skit. The response from the audience was quite good! Better than expected :D And I think I don't have stage fright anymore! YAY! Not so much anyway.

Omg, seeing my pictures on FB, I look damn fat :( I need to do something bout my bulky self :( I don't have time to exercise tho. Sigh. >< Can't wait for after A Levels when I can go to the gym everyday and shed all these excessive weight!

Another thing, weird Indian guys keep confessing to me on FB. I appreciate the love and all but seriously, I wasn't asking for this when I uploaded pics of myself on FB. That was for my family and friends to see. Not for random strangers to admire, oogle at, and definitely not for them to "fall in love" with me. Those are strong words. They should use it on someone they REALLY fall in love with. Sigh. Men.

Anyways, there's no school tmr and on Friday. Awesomesauce :D Can do hw, finally >< At my own slow pace! Will be doing hw with Ru tmr at my house. Just the two of us. Too many cooks spoil the broth.

 I think I miss Koko and Brielle. I dreamed of them :X I don't think Brielle misses me though, he doesn't call me anymore.

Anyways, Judy came over to my house today :) Had fun slacking with her. Shared new music with her and gossiped and stuff :D Ate lunch together too :)

Btw, I think I like Justin all over again. Oh dear. But nvm though, he'll be gone soon and...I'll get over him hopefully :X He came to school today. I didn't even exchange any words with him. Just waved. Oh, it upset me so. :( *flips table*

In other news, the JJC Drama people got our well-deserved awards last Saturday at College Day. So I got a cert and a medal :) Got one after SO long. Feel so happy :) Some of the drama people went ice skating after that but I didn't go cus of several reasons. Firstly cus I found the fees costly. I'm poor dammit. Secondly, cus I didn't wanna fall down and embarrass myself in front of Justin. Thirdly, I didn't wanna see Justin talk to the others so happily and ignore me. Can't take it. Heart aches. TT Stupid crushes.

Kay, mom's asking me to go sleep so that I can wake up early to study tmr. Bye bloggie :) Will try not to think of Justin tonight :(