Happy Teacher's Day

Happy Teacher's Day!!

Retail Therapy

Ok so, I was a bit sick, but mostly tired yesterday so I didn't go to school. But mostly I was depressed. So my mom decided to be really nice and take me shopping in the late afternoon, when I had recovered and was less sick! I've been wanting to update my accessories so we headed straight for the accessory shop Talisman. And that is where I bought 2 headbands and 3 belts for myself. Ahhhh, so happy! The retail therapy totally worked I tell you. :) Can't wait to wear them out next time :)
And after the shopping I went to JP library and did some studying there. The downside is that I missed a lot of important lessons. :( But at least my emotional state is better now :)

That's all for yesterday. I had a terrific off day I must admit. *guilty* 

There was a chem test today. I totally screwed it up. :( I'm gonna get a single digit. Screw this. ><
Hope Ms. Aisha doesn't rage. :(

Anyways, my uncle just came back from his holiday and he brought delicious things to eat for me :D Oh god my weight :(

Ps. I really need to learn to not depend on people so much :/ It's like my world stops revolving if I don't get a smile/text/call from them. Not good... ><
P.p.s. I realised that sometimes, you just need to try. If the universe sees you trying, you get what you want. That being said, it doesn't work all the time. :X 

I love the people around me

I love the people around me...I really do. :) The class girls, the drama people that I am still friends with, my secondary school best friends that are in JJC, my secondary school best friends who, despite being in other schools are still just a phone call away. I may not show how much you guys really mean to me, but just know that you guys mean more than the world to me. :) I know we may have had our problems, some cold wars here and there, possessiveness etc, but we survived all that shit. 
I am a really emotional and sensitive, people-dependent kinda person. Ok, I'm going to talk about every single bestie here now, in no particular order.

Brielle: I know we haven't hung out for a long time, but you'll always be one of my bestest guy friends in the planet, simply because we have been through so much stuff together and you have been by my side during the toughest time of my life. Recall sec 4. Going to tuition at Mr Lee's house, singing songs in the Prefects Room during mother tongue periods, chatting on the phone, riding bicycles at East Coast Park and having a meaningful chat about our plans for the future. I still remember how badly my butt ached after all that cycling. -.- You calling me fat and me refusing to eat my Pepper Lunch xD You grabbing me and saving my LIFE when I was about to fall in my FREAKING HIGH prom heels. MY heart almost stopped I tell you. And you're always the person I can cry in front of without feeling ashamed. Please remain a part of my life. Enough said. :)

Judy: You're one of the sweetest friends I have, and I will forever be indebted to God for putting you in JJC with me. You know almost every single one of my secrets and the best part is, I can trust you with it. :) I love the long chats we have on the phone. And our special connection can be seen from the fact that we were friends from the very first day of Sec 1. And our friendship has lasted for the past 4 years and 8 months and counting. Working with you at Sheng Siong as a cashier during the December break after O Levels was fun! :D You made life bearable when all I wanted was to quit that retarded and tiring job. -.- I will pray that our friendship continues to be as strong for years to come.

Mabel a.k.a Wang Ru: You are also my friend from sec 1. :) I admit I took time to get close to you but are we not inseparable now? :) I look forward to weekends cause we study together and catch up with the drama going on in our lives. :) Words cannot describe how much of an inspiration you are to me, especially in the studies department. :) You motivate me damn easily. Some of my best memories include you. Participating in the Youth Olympic Games for example. We got to take photos with the hot athletes!! :D The Chalet after O levels, which you organised. Not forgetting the awesome Australia (Perth) trip in sec 3 :D And then there was prom! Hope you'll continue to make more memories with me for years to come babe! 

Wan Ling: Hey there babe! You're my fashionable and lovable and romantic bestie :) We have similar music taste and beliefs, and that's what drew us closer to each other! I don't know how I would have survived in sec 3 and 4 without you. I'm so glad that we were able to go to Malaysia together in sec 3 for our sec 3 camp! I loved that place, especially the Tree Top Walk! :D I'm a freaking daredevil baby! Anyways, just want you to know that I love you and let's go shopping after my Promos :D

Wendy: Hey Bitch. JOKING. That's what you always call me anyway. I love how we can joke around and call each other names and not feel offended at all. But seriously, don't call me black. -.- I am chocolate brown okay? Anyways, I need to thank God again for putting you in JJC man! And also in Drama! We have this common thing which bonded us even more! :) I remember how I auditioned for Talent Quest in sec 4 and was damn upset when I didn't get in and you made a really sweet card for me to cheer me up. BEST FRIEND. If we can't find husbands' in the future, let's just marry each other, our heights are rather...compatible :P

Wei Chin: I just realised a lot of my friends have names that start with W. o.O Anyways, Wei Chin, thanks for always being a phone call away! You've listened to all my rantings, complaints and pmsing for the past 3 years and put up with it. You should get an award. I'm serious xD You are probably one of the few who knows my dark side. The evil bitchy me. :X I've done countless fun stuff with you. Chalet, Australia Trip, Prom, Malaysia Trip, PINK DOT! :D Quan's A Capella championships! We've done it all, haven't we? Oh, and those badminton sessions we used to have. :) Another thing I love about you is how we have similar taste in music and movies. But I'm sorry to disappoint you. I will NEVER play Dota. :P Love you bestie!

Koko: Koko! I'm so sorry that I haven't hung out with you for so long!! Thanks for being such a good friend! Australia trip was really fun with you around and so was prom! :) Thanks for letting me borrow two guitars man! Also, thanks for letting me celebrate my b'day at your condo in sec 2 with all our friends! It was awesome! One of the best b'day celebrations I ever had! 

Fuxuan: I must admit that Fuxuan is one of my best friends now. Drama and lit class made us so much closer to one another. I love how you can laugh at all my lame jokes and make me seem real funny xD HAHA. I love her innocence, honesty and truth. :) And she's damn cute :D Let's go to the same University Fuxuan! ^^

An: OK, An, you're like my new best guy friend in JJC. It took a lot of guts to admit that to you but I did it anyway. Because the fact may be that you don't feel as fond of me. But I don't mind. I just wanna thank you for being a part of my life. Thanks for bringing me to Dempsey Hill and for being such a nice friend. You're always the best person to talk to about _____. You know who. Reasons why you're awesome: you have a posh British accent, you act bimbo very well, you wear colourful socks, like REALLY colourful, you introduced me to Quan. You draw REALLY well, You have a great sense of humour. I think. Cus I laugh at your jokes xD And most importantly, I just think you're a really nice guy :) The only problem I have with you is that you introduced me to a song that I can't get out of my head. "Girls come and see my..." ><

Class Girls: (Mazi, Shamira, Xiaotian, Jessica, Zhi Qi and Steph) 

You guys are really nice and I feel relatively close to you guys! I hope that I get closer to you guys as the time goes by! I am lucky to have you all as my classmates! :) Let's hang out more :) 

Ok, I think I am done. I am so tired now, I could die. It's 12.30 am TT. And I feel sick. Nights world. Bed calls. :) 

It's a wrap!

So, the week is over. It was a pretty good week, tho. :)
Regarding studies
I passed my first Physics test of the year. LOL. Yea, took me 6 months to get the hang of H2 Physics. Can see that my teacher was relieved to see me improve based on the "Keep it up! :)" he scribbled on my test paper. Secondly, got GP compre test back. Didn't do well for it though, the AQ keeps screwing up my life. >< There's a GP compo test tomorrow! Need to study for it later! And then there's a Chemistry test on Chem Eqm. and Ionic Eqm. on Tuesday. Need to study for that later too!
Regarding friends/interesting stuff
Jessica brought her Bertie Bott's Every Flavour Bean to school! But only the disgusting flavours were left. Like, Soap, Earthworm, Vomit, Dust etc.
I only dared to try the Soap one! I gave An the vomit flavour one xD He didn't make the grossed out face that I thought he would though! We gave Wen Qiao and Jun Kai the Earthworm ones! HAHA!

Now regarding Mr Rishi's stand up comedy, turns out it was going to be held at a club at Orchard Road and according to club rules, you must be 18 to get in. I am one month away. :( I could've sneaked in but what if I got caught? :O The others went though, but thankfully they didn't get caught or anything. Damn, I will SO go for Mr Rishi's next stand up comedy event!

Went to study with Mazi, Jessica, Zhi Qi and Maalikka at JP library yesterday. :) It was quite productive for me, read up on a lot of articles for GP. :) It was great to catch up with Maalikka once again, after so long! And then after the study, went to JP and mom bought me a pair of new green sneakers! Thanks mom! I have a lot of green things, just didn't have green sneakers, but now I have that too! Can't wait to wear them to school! :)

After that Mabel came over to my house to study but we ended up talking about her progress with her crush instead xD HAHA. I was helping her to think of ways to continue the conversation :P

I'm going to study at JJC with Wendy later! :) Can't concentrate at home >< Time to do PW now :)

Whoop De Doo~

It's a Friday night again, a boring one at that. The most exciting thing that happened today was probably the A Level Physics SPA, which I breezed through. It was way easier than chem SPA anyway. :)

I have mother tongue school tomorrow morning and I have YET to touch the homework. Shall burn the midnight oil later. Was supposed to go to Marina Bay Sands after mother tongue school with Shami for PW but she says she will go on her own in the morning instead. And tmr night, Mr Rishi, my emcee coach, is going to have this comedy event. I wanna go for it, but my mom doesn't allow. But for some reason, I feel this deep desire to go. :X And no, it's not 'cause Justin's going. I mean, I do wanna see him as he's a friend and he's leaving soon and stuff, but I wanted to go for the event before I even knew he's going. Just defending myself here xD

Hmmm...let's think of ways to convince mom. Puppy dog eyes? Bribes? Promises?

But wait, what if I can't buy tickets from the door/entrance tomorrow? What if it has to be pre-purchased?? :( Then it won't matter if my mom allows, would it?

Damn. :( I wanna go i wanna go i wanna go~

PS. But honestly, I'd be great to see Justin again cus he is leaving really soon :(

BFF

I love you Wendy. You're one of my bestest friends and you know it. :) 

Wendy if you're reading this, thanks for the sweet letter you gave me, attached to the CD of the SYF drama photos. :) Thank you for existing in my life too babe <3>

Maybe dreams come true?

I dreamed of Miss June Chng!! I think she was telling me that I will be getting an emcee opportunity very soon. o.O This is one dream that HAS to come true :) Fingers crossed! ^^

Had a debate for GP class!

Had a debate for GP class today! Topic was, thb that Singapore should continue to invest in foreign sports talent. I was the first opp. speaker. I think the opp did pretty good! Good job guys! :) Thanks for taking it seriously!!
Gotta go do PW now!
Ps. I love debating, what an adrenaline rush it gives! :) Hope Mr Shermann organises more! :)

Where I want to belong~

So I sat down to do my science homework with my laptop turned on beside me, and I ended up writing a poem instead. Shows where my priorities lie. :X

I just need that one chance
that one opportunity, that one glance
Into the world where I want to belong

Where I can dance, and sing my song

Where I can write, let the words flow
words that fill me up with a soft, warm glow
Where people appreciate my art
Where you don't have to be good at science to be smart

Where emotions mean more than money
Where smiles, taste sweeter than honey
Where my mom doesn't nag at me to do my homework
Where chemistry doesn't make me go berserk

Transport me to a place, where it's just milk and nuts
And pastures of green for me to roll on;
Somewhere I have confidence, and guts
To take on the world, with my brains and brawn

Somewhere where my imagination can take flight,
Where creativity has the right
To overpower the routine and mundane system
Where creativity is life's very own rhythm

Where people don't put up their defenses;
Where people stop their pretenses;
Where I have a magic mirror
That praises the beauty of my heart, not face;
Where life is not a competition, not a race

Where hugs are preferred over handshakes
Where the air doesn't smell of smoke,
But freshly baked cakes;
Somewhere where I am not broke,
Where I can afford the simple joys of life
Like laughing at a friend's joke

Where deadlines don't make my life miserable
Where my days are less suffocating
Where project work is optional;
Where love is unconditional,
and exclusion is less humiliating

Somewhere I can be independent
Somewhere where I don't feel redundant
Somewhere where I can feel my importance
Somewhere where I don't feel like a disturbance

A place where life is not rigid
A place where I won't be reprimanded if I fidget
Where I don't have to be ashamed for getting a single digit,
on a test.
A place, where I don't have to be the best

50 ways to Gain Weight

AHhhh! First the dinner on Friday night, and then on Sunday went to West Mall with friends and we ate Mos Burger and Frolick there. -.- I'm piling on the pounds, am I not? Oh dear, I just gave An something to read with sad music in his ears xD It's okay. :P

Pictures of Sunday's hang out are on Facebook, I'm lazy to put it here~ After meeting besties at WM, went to meet Quan at Clementi Mall. :) Nice of him to make time for Chin and I with his busy schedule; I almost fainted when I heard the amount of food homework he had! Man, why did I type food? -.-

Anyways, went to Yahoo to check my mail and saw an interesting new article on the homepage. It's called 5 surprising things that make you slim. They must have wrote it with me in mind.

Slim surprise 1: Chocolate
Slim Surprise 2: Fried Food and cakes for breakfast
Slim Surprise 3: Beer
Slim Surprise 4: Fatty Foods
Slim Surprise 5: Eating more frequently

To be honest, none of it sounds healthy to me -.-

37 days to Promos. Kill me please. Shall go and have breakfast and start studying. Had enough fun the past few days. :(

TGIF!

I was too tired to blog yesterday so I shall do it now(:

School was boring as usual on Friday. I was waiting for the emcee course after school!! Fuxuan and I had edited our script to make it better! :) So the Emcee course started off with some games, spontaneous reacting and stuff, and at the end off it, I decided to ask Mr Rishi if the edited version of our script is better! I didn't expect him to ask us to present! So we presented and it went quite well, except for the part where I had to sing "Call me Maybe"...

I was feeling too nervous! I was like, shaking xD But I warbled out some of the lyrics anyway. I was like, "Hey, I just met you. And this is CRAAAAAZYY. But I'm still shaking, so call me maybe!" -.- If I had a 2nd chance another day, I would SO do that properly xD But I got a few laughs out of the audience so it's okay I guess. xD

Btw, Justin went to watch the Emcee IDP. :) And after the IDP ended and we all got our certs and stuff, he asked Fuxuan and I if we wanted to go for dinner with him and An. Fuxuan had dance so she couldn't make it! :( So in the end, An, Justin, Yvonne and I cabbed down to Dempsey Hill for dinner. :) Unfortunately, Yvonne had to leave almost immediately upon arriving due to some personal reasons. :(

I loved the restaurant that we went to. The ambiance was so relaxing and refreshing, after a tiring school day.  :) And a musician was singing and playing his guitar, and sometimes harmonica, live. It was awesome. I wanted to bring the guy home to play for me when I study xD I was like, "Can I keep him?"

I think when I grow up I'm going to end up singing in restaurants too :( Singers don't have much of a career in Singapore I think :( Unless I'm as good as Quan, maybe then I have some chance. But I'm not...so yea ><

                                            My Virgin Mango Margarita with cherry on top <3 nbsp="nbsp">

                             I think this has some complicated Mexican name so I can't remember xD
But this was heavenly, every single bite of it !! There was a dish that An, Justin and I shared too. I THINK it was nachos with cheese or something. Whatever it was, it was damn good, it gave me mouthgasms! :)
There are more pictures but I'm lazy to upload :X
After we finished, we asked for the bill. We had spent a total of $213. *faints* An helped me to pay for mine first. Thanks An! ^^ So now I owe him more than $66 bucks! It will take me some time to pay back TT

Then An and I cabbed back home together since we live quite near to each other :)

Oh, and An's colourful socks! :D He wears colourful socks like that every Friday! :D Justin wore green socks too I think!

I must say I didn't feel comfortable in such a posh place in my school clothes ><  But it was impromptu so nvm :)

I'd like to end off this post by thanking Justin for inviting me along. :) Otherwise my Friday night would've been spent studying at home, which is important, but BORING.

Ps. If I was a taxi driver, I would LOVE to have customers like Justin and An, they were singing in the taxi :D Entertaining :)

Cupcakes~

Bought this cupcake to support 12A03's CIP fundraising! :) Looks too good to eat right? But I ate it anyway! 

Don't have time to blog already, will do so when I have time during the weekend! 

Chem SPA is over!!

Chem Spa is over!! Although I pretty much screwed it up, it's one burden off my chest and now I can concentrate on the one thousand others things burdening my mind. Fuxuan fell ill today, she had major stomach cramps right before SPA. Felt so bad for her :(

Damn, I forgot to check on her, what a lousy friend I am. -.- Will text her soon! It's too late to call already.

My group's PW is seriously not going at the pace it should be going at. We should have finished the interviews by now but guess what? I just sent the interview emails today. :( Hope the NUS professors reply me on time. And hope they agree to have a date, scratch that, interview with me. 

Random reminder: Take photo of An's colourful socks on Friday. :)  If I forget this Friday, I must wait till the next Friday ><

I was studying math today but PW got in the way and interrupted the flow. >< Now maths will have to wait till tomorrow. 

Ok my life is about as entertaining as watching paint dry right now. On the brighter side, I'm turning 18 soon and that would mean that I can do lots of new stuff. Learn to drive, watch M18 movies in the cinema, and join contests that require you to be at least 18! 

For example, 987FM is having a competition to see who's the best DJ wannabe/hopeful. But you must be 18 to participate. Dang it, I wanted to give it a try :D Tbh, I think Justin totally has the voice for it but he's still 17 so I didn't suggest it to him. :X

I think I should go sleep now. Otherwise I will be too tired to do the ACES day dance tmr. I will post the link for the ACES day dance here in case any of you who bother to read my blog wants to see it. :) But not today, I'll post it tomorrow, 'cause Youtube decided to do what it does best. Lag. 

I really need to start lucid dreaming. I should exercise in my sleep :D 

I need Balance in my life. For God's sake

Before I start complaining about my school work and stuff, here are two photos from the College Day award ceremony. :)

                                                                                 <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">I went to Xiao Tian's house to study today. The original plan was to go to JP library but there were no seats TT Xiao Tian's mom was really nice and hospitable. She gave me peach tea and cream puffs. The cream puffs were yummy I tell u :D I WANT MORE...but they're full of calories.

Speaking of calories, while I was looking for seats at the library, I saw this book about dieting and immediately decided to borrow it xD Hope it works. The book's called "The Good Enough Diet - where near enough is good enough to lose weight" o.O The author sure knows how to draw attention to the book XD Will blog abt some of the tips when I actually have TIME to read the book. -.-

Now for the complaining part. I have a math test tomorrow and it's going to test on 3 chapters. THREE CHAPTERS. And Sequence and Series is one of them. It is an abstract chapter I tell you. But it's cool once you get it. POINT IS, that's the only chapter I have revised. Mamma Mia, here I go again, die die, I can never finish studying. ._.

And I still need to do GP research on a debate topic. I think the topic is: This house believes that Singapore should continue to invest in sports.

It's almost midnight. I need my beauty sleep. More importantly, if I don't sleep, I will really screw up the test tmr. Good nights bloggie. :)

Life and All

So regarding the presentation Fuxuan and I did, Mr Rishi said we did fine :) Phew! There'll be one last lesson on the 17th :D Can't wait to learn more from this guru :D Hope I get my first emcee "job" soon, as Miss June likes to call them. She's damn cute I tell you :D

Was watching Lee Hsien Loong's National Day message just now. I'm a good GP student xD HAHA. Took down notes too. It was pretty informative. :)

Anyways, it was National Day celebrations today at school! :) My class girls and I were part of the national day skit. The response from the audience was quite good! Better than expected :D And I think I don't have stage fright anymore! YAY! Not so much anyway.

Omg, seeing my pictures on FB, I look damn fat :( I need to do something bout my bulky self :( I don't have time to exercise tho. Sigh. >< Can't wait for after A Levels when I can go to the gym everyday and shed all these excessive weight!

Another thing, weird Indian guys keep confessing to me on FB. I appreciate the love and all but seriously, I wasn't asking for this when I uploaded pics of myself on FB. That was for my family and friends to see. Not for random strangers to admire, oogle at, and definitely not for them to "fall in love" with me. Those are strong words. They should use it on someone they REALLY fall in love with. Sigh. Men.

Anyways, there's no school tmr and on Friday. Awesomesauce :D Can do hw, finally >< At my own slow pace! Will be doing hw with Ru tmr at my house. Just the two of us. Too many cooks spoil the broth.

 I think I miss Koko and Brielle. I dreamed of them :X I don't think Brielle misses me though, he doesn't call me anymore.

Anyways, Judy came over to my house today :) Had fun slacking with her. Shared new music with her and gossiped and stuff :D Ate lunch together too :)

Btw, I think I like Justin all over again. Oh dear. But nvm though, he'll be gone soon and...I'll get over him hopefully :X He came to school today. I didn't even exchange any words with him. Just waved. Oh, it upset me so. :( *flips table*

In other news, the JJC Drama people got our well-deserved awards last Saturday at College Day. So I got a cert and a medal :) Got one after SO long. Feel so happy :) Some of the drama people went ice skating after that but I didn't go cus of several reasons. Firstly cus I found the fees costly. I'm poor dammit. Secondly, cus I didn't wanna fall down and embarrass myself in front of Justin. Thirdly, I didn't wanna see Justin talk to the others so happily and ignore me. Can't take it. Heart aches. TT Stupid crushes.

Kay, mom's asking me to go sleep so that I can wake up early to study tmr. Bye bloggie :) Will try not to think of Justin tonight :(